L; Thursday, July 29, 2004 ♥
Just after class for a few minutes, i felt that my period of siansation is heading on the way and it is about to hit the top sooner or later. Feeling bored and in the middle of want to go and not go out. A mind that i cannot make up is that i feels so boring that i can write all sorts of rubbish in this blog bow, which is quite true in some sense.
So back to business...After i asked him to read this blog of the latest postings, he was shocked and cannot believe that his precious korkor is loving him. Maybe i am too stress but this feelings went on for 2 months ever since i first knew him. Just don't know why, is it due to stress or is my urge of getting a friend who is like him. Am I one of his kind or in my past life, i knew him since dunno when the hell is that....haha.. i am mad...!!! back to business again. Another matter besides this abnormal relationship is that i am secretly admiring this girl who is my ex-colleague, she has the same birthday as mine. Yes 28 october, my worst day of my life which comes first rather than my work or exams or even my death anniversary.....what the hell, i am not dead yet. I want to know her more but still i do not know how to on further....life sux, why need such a long way to do it but for the sake of my future i have to do it so that i and my the other party can be happy.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Thursday, July 29, 2004]