L; Saturday, August 19, 2006 ♥
Yes, i am in love with tekong, but i am not in love with their food, i simply hate the cookhouse food... how i wish that sir can let us go to the canteen for roti john. My company got one guy, he declared himself as a aj and den got himself out of course... what a waste of time and effort, come into PES C batch and sort of relaxing batch, yet he still wanna get ooc, might as well make himself oot rite???
Recent weeks i am so lazy to write blog is becuz i am back to sleep to make mini changes to my sleeping habits.... damn damn damn tired lo... Not tough training but is tough slacking, i thought i can have some mini runs or games or pumps. But recently my syllabus changed till that we are doing it the professional way where pumps are lesser than expected... Oh so compared to other companies, i think mine has more welfare and we are more of they kinda thinking soldiers...
Got over my field camp and now looking forward to range and live grenade throw... But saddest thing is that i have go back tonight, saturday night... ppl go out i go back camp... sibei sian ah... okay lar, talk again another time... i will note some mood swings incident den...
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Saturday, August 19, 2006]
L; Saturday, August 05, 2006 ♥
shag man, everyday since 22 july till now.... everyday 2230 and 0530, hear till sian and now is 0450 of 050806, damn sian lo.... want to sleep a bit more also have to struggle...
later den continue...
back to story, okay, i lost my old self, which is the old colin loh, the emotional and dun listen to instruction, and i gained some new friends in my platoon 2 of ulysses, this can link back to 2 weeks ago on 21st july, i was a blur cock in tekong, and then now, i am getting used to it, and so fast, 2 weeks had passed, getting closer to the 50 ppl including mi when i was in tekong... Some can make long lasting friends, some cannot, i can guarantee that, not that i am saying bad about them, juz the mindset of our thinkings are different, some of us thinks that it muz be flexible, but some are not, so lao gu dong....
day 1 to day 14, everyday is a changing day for mi, from bunk 2 to bunk 1 den to bunk 4 and bunk 3, i know almost 15 of them in 2 weeks and get along with 50 ppl in juz 14 days, omg, is a difficult task lo. From my PC to my PS den to my 2IC and my CSM, oh i think i gonna die of depression if i am still in it, but luckily, i am not....
Ulysses platoon 2 is like a friendship circle to mi, everyone lends a supporting hand for each other when we needs it in camp, we cooperate and make life easier as we makes a chain of cooperation for each of us...
as i said i detached from the past, but some of it still leaving behind, like the urge to know my 2IC and PTI of my company.... fucking so attached to him but den juz got some kinda admiration on their looks, build and characters, wanna know them as friends, but i juz gotta tell myself, i am juz a recruit they are my PTI(2nd SGT) 2IC(2nd LT), if anyone happens to read this and is in ulysses, den they know who i am referring to....
Anyway, some dislike gays and some like gays, and i am juz there to be low profile. some knows of my condition becuz i told them... some do not, and i am not bothered to do much becuz i juz wanna be myself when i am in there, pass my range, my field camp and other courses available for mi, i wanna make this 7 weeks are fruitful one, left with another 5 weeks, veri fast over, and veri fast have to book in, waste the whole night sleeping, fuck it man... sorri for the vulgar some might not get used to it becuz i dun use vulgar, ppl knows that, and now i am using it...
thought my 2ic, juz 1 yr younger than mi, but still have to respect him as a sir...no choice but gotta bear with it...
reach home, like no feeling, sleep and sleep and sleep, sleep at 9 plus, wake up at 4 plus, den sleep and wake up at 10 plus... forgotten all the things i've done before NS, dunno who am i and what i shld be doing, only knows how to shower, eat sleep, relax, pack my things and sleep.... only know these, now dunno what to do... sian man....
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Saturday, August 05, 2006]
