L; Monday, August 02, 2004 ♥
Where were we the other time? hmm...I mentioned that it returned back to the normal life again. So sad that this period of fun and laughter had ended so fast. It was so fun then, especially that i finally can mixed around with the class again but it ends so fast. Soon holidays arrived, i spent the time all into my new interest, learning buddhism and going up to my friend's house to waste my time and followed by weekends in temples learning the things i wanted to learn. At first the life is so fun but it end me up discriminating other people's beliefs.
When sec 5 started, i just hoped that i can have a peaceful life till the end of the year. At first, i thought by using give and take situation, should be alright, but it came out that i give too much till i have no gains at all. What gains? No other things better than respect. I already gained some from other classes besides my own class, able to communicate and somehow able to get along too. I am not so broad that i would just snatch them over as my only ones. Am i that selfish in life? I am not so selfish in that extent. That makes me unable to survive through mentally in Sec 5 but i am still able to do well for my O levels except for my English.
I managed to survive through this disastrous year, after the whole exams, i totally left myself alone with working on my part-time job. Then started protecting myself. After 6 mths of intense working, i just found out that i had over-protected myself. To be continued.......
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Monday, August 02, 2004]
