L; Tuesday, April 04, 2006 ♥
been jumping 2 blogs for the last 2 yrs.... Think i will juz focus on xanga and blogspot here bah where blogdrive will be my stepping stone... Looking back, i feels that is like a memory lane where my growth had started.
In secondary school, lifestyle was so black like anybody's the most darkest lane and time ever. I was outcast by some people but still some are my friends always. Though religions gives mi a motivational force but still i need to find a life of my own, a place where i could merge myself in and also people can merge it.
My first secret admirer is a gal i know in poly yr 1, it lasted for half a yr till christmas i still got such feelings. I remember that when i see her, the feelings in me is like totally out of control i could just try all ways to win her heart over. But end up i let it off becuz it does not belongs to mi...
Life is so vague and also plain over the 3 yrs in poly... any kinda love and crush comes and go till i wanna die or go be a monk... Have a total line break between the love life and religious life... Oh gosh am i thinking something bad???
Or maybe this could be a better one among all times.
Time after time, i wonder when will i ever had something that i always wanted.... think is better to leave it like that rather than anything else bah....
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Tuesday, April 04, 2006]