L; Saturday, April 15, 2006 ♥
It is totally rubbish lo... I know a guy for a mth plus... all along he asked mi go his house... i rejected him, i go ask him out he bz, he ask mi out can i ask him out cannot.... funny rite?? den worst still i today work morning shift, till 5pm, i sms him, he instead of reply mi saying he not free, he says that he dun like mi for the sake that i dunno how to groom myself to look better n flaky skin and dirty teeth... Den worst still is that mi and his personality dun click. He minds my looks, i am poor, not as wealthy as him and not as high class as him.. SO wat??? I am happy with my friends around me at least they dun feel that bad, although i know my attitude sux at times, pardon mi for such attitude....
At times i wonder ppl go for my looks or character. Though i rarely have ppl who clicks with mi but i am glad to have a pal since secondary sch who clicks with mi. I feels so sad that i neglected him for the past 2 yrs, sorry pal really put u aside but who ask u move to boon lay so far from mi....
anyway that guy i nv wanna know him as he go for looks, frames ( not fame but bit of fame too) and also $$$... so money minded for wat... Those ppl who dun give a damn on money issues and items, they knows that money dun comes to u when u 1st step on this world and will nv be able to bring it with u when u die.... The only things that bring along with u is our memory lane. A lane where happiness, saddess stays.... so does your friendship, family relationship, brotherhood and many more.... I nv neglect this, no matter how u look as long u are a good person can liao but of cos age gap does matters....
Suddenly out of this i recalled a gal, call SL, she sort of let mi grew up a little, at the least i know what went wrong, i hope that she is feeling well emotionally. Hope her life is going smooth now... BUT my wish is still get her back, i really hope to be with her. Sadly saying that i have no qualities to suit her, but i am realli happy that i am able to hold her hands at least without any regrets. So angry and sad that i wish to cry it out, hope it will be better tml bah.... cya and elton pls tag here thx.... all guys also pls...:) love ya guys, i dun kiss but i hug.... hugz everyone...
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Saturday, April 15, 2006]