L; Thursday, June 08, 2006 ♥
These few days or weeks, i feels that i have been doing quite lonely, slack and also a waste of time... I wasted 12hours on sleeping, then the balance 12 hours i juz wasted it off... And soon 21st july my enlistment day is to come, oh my god i feeling so.... excited yet bored, becuz my friend juz came back from passing out liao, den a few of them enlisted le, left about 1 or 2 have enlisted liao. I find that some things in me is getting aroused moment to moment.... My sexuality when coming to a relationship, i am so eager to get into one yet i am so eager to get out of this sexuality issue....
Ms sanz, u know who u are, u asked mi abt what i mean but i am not straight liao... Answer is simple, i am a bisexual, half brokeback mountain.... if that is the case u still dun understand i also dunno how to explain....
It is something inborn of mi which started developing in mi after pri 6.... i started looking at guys more than gals, which at that time i avoided gals and mixed with guys instead...i liked something in them and i wanted something that came out from there, i also wanted to do something now with someone i know 2yrs back... for those who read my blog, they know who is the person...
He is the one i wanna try now, hope that he is my first and last one in this circle, if we can last long enuff till the end of time, that would be great if cannot then that's it, i am not fated to be with him... To some, guys must love gals, but in another point of views, guys and gals are the same... differs by their sex organs, i wanted him not becuz of sexual sensations but of the love that started off from the hearts... When i first met him i already got a funny feelings that i nv had before.... I waited and nv dare to tell him till recently but now i wish to say something here, str8 ppl dun feel digusting, gays dun put in too much hope, friends and pals, dun worry too much i know my limits....
LESTER I LOVE U....
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Thursday, June 08, 2006]