L; Sunday, September 03, 2006 ♥
In BMT we have something call AAR, now i shld have a end of sch review with myself....
These few weeks was not a rather tough training but is rather a fun and enjoying training module for us. Though some trainings are meant to be tough, but den my endurance is more on mental aspect....
So back to a summary of what i had done for the past few weeks. When i was in tekong, nothing much came to attack mi except for my bad mangement in my emotions. This can cause a mild depression on mi. It is not a problem, i enjoyed myself in the camp during the recruits evening and it is den relieved now. Den after that, recalled back, there is some spooky things happened to mi. Still gotta take it as nothing has happened. As told by ven. xian hui, she says that, even if i see it, juz recite the buddha name and transference of merits to them....
So in short, see also take it as nv see.... that things aside lar...
So now i sort of gonna miss my platoon mates and bunk mates, so fast 7 weeks passes by like a gust of wind. I remembered that i am about to change into a new colin but now... yesterday made mi feels that i have not worked hard enough, i wanna be a bi, forever a bi and not a gay.... Ideally will be a straight guy, but like no hope lo... see how bah, dun be gay i am happy enuff le...
Went to comex with a net friend followed by meeting my friends, i find that it is always myself with i am with my friends, though sometimes they cannot tolerate of what i am... and Ulysses platoon mates, if u guys happens to read my blog, dun be shock that i am a bi, even if i am a bi, i wun eat u guys up, i promise that, in future do keep in contact k???
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Sunday, September 03, 2006]
