L; Saturday, September 30, 2006 ♥
hmm, what a boring saturday, maybe i shall do a bit of blogging...
Long before 21st july 2006, there is this guy named colin loh... he has no sense of direction at that point of time, low self-esteem and pride as well. So before his ns, he has no sense of direction, always there is things in his mind that he wanna do, yet he dun dare to do. So upon enlistment, he was so sad that he got lots of things unable to fufill his dreams...
So today is 30th september, exactly 28 days more to 21yr old for mi... Lots of feelings to be said or mentioned in this chapter 21 of colin's life... realli lo...
There is about a prequisites of 15 chapters down the road to say. Still the chapter is planned in advance like a story book, but the real thing is still to be played by me... Now i juz wanna have these birthday wish...
Since i told myself that i am a bi, maybe for them they know what i will do liao, and some might not know....
It is good for mi to have the feel of it of how isit like to have a bf. But eventually if possible, by age of 25, i wish to be a straight guy once again and for the rest of my life... Have a gf and form a family after with 2 childrens at least... Becuz of a kinda filial piety for my parents, becuz they nv stop mi from doing anything and i nv let them know of what i am doing... So in appreciation, i wish to give them such returns of what they had given me all these years. Having a bf is like having a brother who can be by my side at times of sad and happy times. In order to get my eternal happiness, i muz achieve what i had planned ahead of mi. SO we shall see how it goes lar...
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Saturday, September 30, 2006]