L; Tuesday, September 12, 2006 ♥
Why am i always like that??? Even in ns le, still got the bloody feelings of being lost in outer space... I really cannot control this feelings in an oderly manner lo...
Yesterday went for mj, i thought i would always think of lester but now is samuel... I rather maintain it as a buddy that a lover... he is a nice guy, i wanna hug him or him lending mi a shoulder to lean on whenever i want it... But i am sure he can make a good buddy but nt a lover... Lover/stead/wife/lifetime partner.... these means the same thing to mi... for now, 2yrs down the road, i dun dare to think so much at the moment becuz i will ORD in 23, where the age is still young ahead of mi, so now juz do what i nid to do in NS. after that fuck off and work with big money or study.... I have a diploma in hand so i am not scared of not having a job, so does my experience in work... But now i am inexperienced in love... i nv wanna feel hurt or i want to be hurt by someone...
Damn down and confused by the gust of love winds in front of mi... 1 more mth to my birthday and that is my 21st birthday... I have a key that has a heart on it, hope that this key can give mi a hand. I chose it myself and my mum bought it for mi... Hope that the key can guide mi to where i want in life...
I want a him and a her.... But still have to choose one, hope by ORD, i know who to choose... hope the someone read liao do give mi a supporting hand...
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Tuesday, September 12, 2006]