life and death come so sudden. One moment u are having fun with your gf or wife. 1 day or then a few weeks later, u will find out that u are soon to be a father. When the child is born, U will grow older. When your child got into the cycle, u found out that u are half way into the coffin where u are facing death in front of u. it comes so sudden yet it makes everyone around u sad and feeling miserable.
So treasure what u have within and around u. It hurts when the news of your loved ones, your pet that had followed u for yrs died of certain reason.
When lester says that his chinchila died. it suddenly reminds mi of my 9 hamsters that left mi one by one and my rabbit that suddenly gotta depart from me due to his infected feet. Somehow it shows that i did not really take good care of them but they brought me happiness fun and laughter. Seeing them grow up and grew old. Playing with them and seeing them come to me and made me laugh. I really misses them suddenly. But they are no longer around. There is no way that i can replace them in my memories. So no choice but to carry on normally and not the commit the same thing again in future.
Same goes with my own fault. When i say that i wanna treat my mother to dinner yet i did not go but went out with another friend. And i am really sorry to my mother. Once again i let her down. Feel so sad for her and angry of myself.