L; Sunday, June 22, 2008 ♥
it has been quite sometime i nv blog le. So here is the life recently.
Feeling super nostalgic recently, why is it so??? Cuz i will be ording in about less than a mths time and i will be leaving the army to the society. And yes, still have in-camp to follow up in the next 10yrs cycle.
I feel so great that i know quite a few good friends in camp. sad thing is that have to leave them for my ORD lifestyle liao.
For now, i really have to know how to carry myself den. Before i actually present myself to others. Juz wondering why is this world so unfair to me, giving all such chances yet i have ruined it in my hands. I really wish to know the answer to them. Why can't i juz open up my true self and suffer in the dark? WHy WHy Why???
I had really fed up of this. I want him, him him, or even her to be in my life but why always ruins in my life? i dun wish to waste my tears on such things ever again, I had enough of trying, in return with disappointments. I dun wish to be looked down and being mocked at saying that colin is desperate or what? I juz wish to enjoy most of the things being together having fun, the loving moments and so on. But why?
I see one, i like one, why can't i juz stick to one? I really had enough of all these, saying it to myself over and over again. Sometimes juz wish to find a way, end up and finish up and carry one with a greater aspect in life.
Juz hope that time, future, mindset and habit can change every facts in me and every impressions to all that know me...
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Sunday, June 22, 2008]