L; Tuesday, June 24, 2008 ♥
Currently, i am chatting with a camp mate that has already ORDed...
He is waking me up from my dreams lo... All sorts of illusion came after yesterday's incident, which i dun wish to elaborate further. This incident had given me another impact on how should i express myself towards a stranger, although he or she possess the similar interests or passion bah.
I find that, i am a bit desperate as what lester mentioned but i think that it is like, kinda kid who wanna know new friends and eager to let them see what they have. In the end, i cannot achieve what i wish to achieved. I feel very tired of it. Buddha or god even the wise ppl around me had shed light on me for the past few mths since the last crisis. I am very happy abt that and practically, am actually enjoying till i forgotten how to sustain this light of mine.
Until i let it dim off after sometime. Till now den i figured out that all these are actually illusions as mentioned by many saints, wise man and friends around me. Now i am in the crisis of breaking off the past and present, everytime something had happened, i would relate it to the past. Till i had not known that actually the solution is juz in the problem. Always staying in the past till i always dropped dead.
OK lar, enough of these nonsense and wake up lar... Be it for Mr D, i made a bad impression on him, hope that my sincere apologies had be expressed to him via my friend Mr L. I juz hope to maintain a simple friendship that's all, anything further than it, i shall react at a later time.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Tuesday, June 24, 2008]
