L; Thursday, June 26, 2008 ♥

Day 3 after the incident, finally today got the mood to think of ways to whack my new guys. Anyway, this is a sign of saying that this emoing stuffs does not affect my mood at work. As far as possible, i try not to give myself so much of a problem. Been so tiring because of this matter which involves, love, like, respect, pride and integrity. I've lost quite a lot in this. trust, respect, love. I've been in a frame where i am dreaming of falling in love again. Why is it so?

I want something that can juz give me the kinda temporary enjoyment but this kinda enjoyment, where can i get it? I have nothing with me. I've lost my self respect, faith, respect for others, integrity and so on. Almost lost a few friends, chances and so on. I wish to get it back as soon as possible. I am crazy over this, am i day dreaming or living in my own world once again? Been emoing so much that i feels like a wandering who is going around the world looking for one particular person or item or even feelings.

I admit i've lost the battle. I had nv won any battle against myself. I always gives in so easily, i am weakling. I want to cry, i want attention, why would nv grow up with pride? I remember in sec sch, always reading this creed with the words, self respect/ working hand in hand/ honest in performance/taking pride in all task and also dare to serve. dare to do to be, dare to serve with my hands/heart. Where are all the courage in me? Gone with the wind or gone with time?

I know how to encourage people yet i dunno how to self encourage. THink forget it lar... Let time heals me again and encourage myself with sweets again.

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