L; Sunday, July 13, 2008 ♥
1230am of 13072008, yes i am living 21st century. Definitely cuz is 2008. shld be in this century for 8yrs le... yet i am like... haiz, dun say le, shld forget it man...
Okay lar, saturday, passed relatively normal juz lack of some entertainment. Cuz suppose to go out with L, but he last min cropped up by his work at office, so go back to his office in camp and finish up the work, so mi went to bukit merah for lunch den go vivo for some changes in my cable tv plans. Even though i upsized my plans, but both digital boxes are hogged by my family. So there is no way i can use it. So i hogged my com instead, cuz no one is fighting it from me ma.
Hogged and chat and surfed. End up not much ppl is online... Haiz, den thought a lot as well as eaten a lot jus now. Thinking of what i wrote in my nick," 好看的一大班,知心/忠心有几位。。。?" so that is something i wrote since last night and this inspiration gave me since yesterday afternoon.
For those who can't read these characters of don't know chinese, this is the translation.
"Attractive ones comes in groups, but among these groups, how many of them are intimate and loyal to us?"
Really something reflective in my mind at the pt of time. Because plenty of pretty, cute, avg looking, good looking, handsome ones yet among them, how many of them will stop and say hi to me, chat with me, care for me? Guess is 1 in a 1,000,000.
And now, wanna find someone to talk, is there anyone for me to talk to. Shoulder for me to support and also a hand to hold on to when i am sinking into something bad. A hand to pull me out when i am in sorrows, this one is not to help mi financially, cuz i will try to solve all my work problems personally without much help from around me.
Hopefully that the next day when the sun rises will be a better day, as the number jumps every second, minute, hour, day, month and year, would be a better stage for me. Yes time to move on one step at a time everyday, just be mindful on what i had done and he firm on what i am doing. Seriously speaking, no one is there to spoon feed me le, except for love. I want to be showered with love as well as shower people with love too.
Brand new day with a start better than the day before. Brand new year will have a better performance of the previous year. Brand new generation will have a better living than their seniors or elders.
So look ahead and nv fall back but do look back on what u had done as not to commit the same mistake again.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Sunday, July 13, 2008]