L; Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ♥
After talking to him, i found out that, my feelings for L has nv changed since. Actually, be both suffered a lot and cared a lot for each other. He mentioned that he is like a book left on the bookshelf, when i need him it, i will bring it down and use it, when not in the need of the book, i placed it back on the shelf. But i replied him, if i dun bother about u, what for i take u off the shelf and use it? Might as well leave it on the shelf and let u collect dust wat. But actually, i kinda miss his presence. His words worth slightly more than my other 5 brothers do. So bros, all your effort still mean something to me, but his worth slight more valuable than u guys, hope u all do mind. Realli sorry to be in this state, ZHEN SHI DUI BU QI NI MEN AH!!!!
I was thinking of asking him to move over with me, if i have extra room cuz he is the only son in the family with 2 younger sisters. Currently like me, no personal room, so feel like asking him to shift in with mi since my mother knows that i took him as a brother 4yrs back but din know that i actually cared so much for him. Yet i din know that he also cared for me.
That was sunday's talk.
Monday.
Went for 1 interview at Jalan Besar. Hope to get into this company cuz it is a concept of my ideal office as well as things related to my project. Hope to work in this industry. 2 more to go on tuesday and hope to get good news from them.
Den went out with jeffrey when i just stepped into my home, on my com and logged on the net. I dun intend to go out but since the night is still quite young just now, so went out from vivo all the way to west coast park macdonalds. So chatted a fair bit and set out for home at around 11.30pm. Still manage to catch the last bus so i save a bit on cab fare.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Tuesday, July 15, 2008]
