L; Monday, July 28, 2008 ♥
I hope that people understand that certain things i dun allow them to know is becuz of some personal privacy around us. Things are going well, those who are close to mi, i should have updated them thru msn.
For the rest to know, please wait till things stable down a lot first, den see if there is a need to publish out.
BUT now is that i feel so lost in my work. I still unable to get one. Why is it so? Am I too resistant or lack of knowledge in self presentation. Why must some employers still seek for others options or candidates before they choose me? I feel that myself is so useless. Suddenly out of no where, i feel so deprived by all these hunting of jobs. Went to almost 10 interviews le, wonder am i too fussy over jobs or the requirements i am not up to it. Or I am just too frank in the interview. I do need to tone down in the subsequent interviews. I am really tired of going to interviews le.
I really want to cry cry cry my hearts out for the moment. Every time i think of him, i feel like crying out. Why? Becuz i feels that i am weak. BUT still i have to stand up and look at the road ahead of me. Long way to walk.
I remember this song.
I AM LONG LONG AWAY FROM HOME, AND I MISS MY LOVER'S SOUL, WITH AN ACHING IN MY HEART, WHEN THE COLD WIND BLOWS.
Now my feelings is like that, a long long way from home and i misses my lover's soul. Once in a while with an aching in my heart becuz i feels lonely, empty from all the interviews i been to. I really hate it when the way of life play tricks on mi. Really gives me the pain and sores that comes out aftermath.
Soon i will be going for Fuji Xerox interview at 4.15pm today, 29th july 2008. Hope that this one gives me good news.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Monday, July 28, 2008]
