L; Thursday, July 03, 2008 ♥
The time now is 0127 hr... yet i am not in bed and rest till tml morning for camp... will i be able to wake up and go camp on time?
Today is about more than a week of the tragedy that happened to me. Till now, i think it is a good learning point in life of how i should sell myself out to others who are new to me. Be it they are guys, gals, lesbians, gays or whoever u are. Aunties, uncles, boys and gals... I think it is the time how i show my 1st impression to them.
There are many kinds of friends in this world till date that i had discovered. There are friends or brothers like yuan, vincent, desmond, keong, jeffrey and patrick. Close pals like lester and many more. of cuz the sisters, not that kinda sisters but the gf or wife of some guys mentioned above. They taught me how to tackle and understand gals at times. I should be fortunate that i have such people around me.
For those people who comes and goes without leaving a note for me to know, Guess i know what happened, and what i had done. No point apologising cuz u guys will think that such formalities are juz for show. I think so too, cuz u people are just too plastic to me. Come in and fuck and spit and leave a scar. But thanks lo... such scars are meant for me to learn from mistakes rite? Guess such mistakes i must bear in mind and not to let it happened again.
like what i told bernard. 1st time, is a testing phase... 2nd time is a learning phase... 3rd time is till to buck up and nv let it happen again... 4th time and above still the same.. think u are a person who cannot make it le... I hope that it has not reached the stage where there is no cure for me. I will definitely find a cure and be better than u guys in someways to excel myself..
U GUYS WHO ONCE LOOKED DOWN ON ME... I'LL BE SURE THAT I DO SOMETHING BETTER THAN U GUYS AND MAKE U GUYS LOOK DOWN ON YOURSELF...!!!!
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Thursday, July 03, 2008]