L; Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ♥
Today is day 2 of the week where i ORD since friday, and now getting ready to go somewhere for something and later will go for some job matching with yi wei aka the then ming quan. And for L, for the time being, we will have our worlds, of cuz is true i agree with it. Especially now, i have no job and u got your work, your gym, your daily routines, i dun think we got the time to meet so. Nvm i juz got to LL suck thumb lo. Who ask me dun play bball, who ask mi to be so lazy. Who ask mi to be over sensitive. Recently my sleep is filled with nightmare, perhaps is my sleeping posture. Din get the correct one, therefore a bit too painful in a sense.
To miss or not to miss, will not be shown anywhere, if he can feels it somehow, i will let him come to mi and not mi going to him now. Cuz no pt doing it... It will creates a sticky effect. So i dun think i will carry on with such a rushing effect. Perhaps i'll juz let both of us have time for some space to breathe. It has been hard on him and mi cuz i have look for a job to sustain my expenses and life. As for him, he need to cope with mi, family, friends and camp... which is 4 to 5 things in 1. So let time deal with him.
THe most minimal thing i request for is juz to hear his voice over the phone, share with him the good and bad things that occured in both of our lives. Exchange, find out some bits in life that looks good to us. So that is call love. Maybe is not realli what i am looking for but no harm trying out as long as not much hurt is formed in this process.
I hope that i can hear positive feedbacks.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Tuesday, July 22, 2008]
