I had started work since monday, 18 august 2008. Currently i am on an all rounder training for my passion and interest. Though this job starting pay isn't that high, at least is something i am quite interested in as well as for the passion for customer service.
I am currently having my training at pandan crest. another office for fuji xerox in that area. So my trainer is very friendly and easy going but has a limit to everything, therefore should not go overboard. So hoping that tests and training can go smoothly and looking forward towards my field effective date.
With a job now and early some money which i can save up to around 5 to 7k a yr, think should not be a problem unless i spend a lot for the next few mths lo.
As for love now, i also dunno how to put it in words. Cuz i had enough of all those imaginations le. Every time i think of him, i will ask myself this qn. Why am i still thinking of loving him as a stead when he is not ready or not going for such at the moment. Really hurts a lot when comes to thinking of this. But if i look at the other picture, i will be mentally/spiritually lonely or even feeling left out of crowds also. I really want to find a way out.
Going back to fo guang will be the best but it will not cure everything. But i hope to have a life plans with real life targets. i cannot forever always depending on others. i dun wanna be so lonely.
Who ever cares abt my feelings or loneliness in this life? Work can cover everything for now, but after work? Who is there to accompany me?