L; Sunday, August 31, 2008 ♥
What i had done is already done, there is no way i can clear my sins, according to the law of karma, even if i go churches, i will only feel the power of love spiritually but not in reality. YES i always disgust people but why people dun understand why am i doing it? I should not be too dependent over people. No pt depending on people where they dun want me to depend on them. No pt going after someone who had changed.
No point being too self centered thinking that i am always right where others had changed for the better.
What has done already done. Think now is just to let the things stable down first and i try to see to new things to make it turnover bah. Hope new and better things can offset the wrong ones. I really feel stupid to behave this way. No nid to give me the sympathy cuz i dun deserve it. Since the day the first deck of cards were drawn, things had changed. No pt going back to change the facts in the past. I should have moved on.
Juz hope to be dead for now. I dun wanna live anymore le...
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Sunday, August 31, 2008]
