Yes i finally got a job for now, is to work with fuji xerox as a customer service engineer. So for now, i think it can feed my taste for 2 or more things.
Now watching HK series call, on the 1st beat. This was filmed in 2007 but recently was broadcast on cable TV ch 55. I was too enthu abt this now and cantonese version would be better so i watched it online. Hope that this does not affect its ratings or copyrights law.
This series has quite some meaning in it. Is similar to our NS40 theme, honor and passion. The drama consist of the elements. Leadership/coordination, love/passion/care and concern, family ties and all personal grudges.
For now i am having a personal war in me. A war between love/hate, passion/ care and concern, time/effort, communications.
A broken heart can be healed but cracks need time for people to forget. Sometimes i have to sit down and think logically, there things that goes my way or against my way. Research is going on the way now and i am building up a career i had always thought of in the past. From drama series as well as personal interests. Now i am trying out as an engineer or technician in this company hope it fulfill my crave as well as passion for it.
Passion for love, this thing dun come so easily as well. BUT once it arrived at your doorsteps, please accept with honour and pride. IT is something that u dun see often but it will cause a lifetime regret if u dun treasure it or use it correctly. So i shall try to love myself first for now, cuz it has been a long time since i last loved myself le. I shall find my way back into love first den decide what to do.
Passion for love, care and concern as well as for work.
Work for the very best is for myself only but for others that cared for me.
Put others people at first but put ourselves in front of ourselves before others. Cuz u worth more impt than others.
Communications among all must sufficient and clear but knows where the limit and ends for that. What had been said is hard to recover, but if each individuals understand the meaning, No grudges will be obvious between them. Time to think back on certain things. That's all for now. Move on and stay alert.
Army quote: Be vigilant as well as be tactical too.