L; Tuesday, August 05, 2008 ♥
Yesterday went to Paris International buffet with my korkor Bryan Chow. At first i should be going for 3 interviews, ended up i shrunk it to juz 1 for yesterday and 1 for today. Cuz i am just simply lazy to move around as i had been going for interview since 2 weeks before i ORD, like from 1st july till now, i have been going to almost 10 interviews le, all say still waiting for calls. So be it bah.
Was still emoing last night, thinking of him a lot still. Was telling korkor that, den he say, if u misses him, call him lar or sms him. Den i called, he nv pick up. So i guess, he is as usual bz and tired. So i sent him a sms while on the way back. When i reached home, i found that he is online, asked him if he is bz, he say yar. Den he din further replied to my msn msgs. When i was having my shower, my heart is filled with warmth and a slight streak of happiness.
"You will not be alone, juz that i am bz and tired." he said that. I felt so happy but will not put in too much of expectation, cuz it dun go anywhere. But at least it released mi from the sheer sense of paranoids over him.
I will still love the way he is no matter wat. Will juz give no matter wat, but in return, i dun ask for more. Asking for return is not like me, think now just focus on securing a job before securing his heart for some reasons.
When a guy protects a gal, the reason for him to give the gal is the sense of security. This is impt. One of the elements in this will be jobs, where returns is my salary. Hopefully this can catch his attn somehow.
As for job hunting, it is time to make a change, since i cannot go for sales engineer, why not go for sales support engineer. Since i love sales, yet not the front line but backend also good what.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Tuesday, August 05, 2008]
