L; Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ♥
i still love u, no matter how bad you treat mi. U told mi that i will naturally present my attractive side if i change with WHAT I REALLY WANT NOW. I always have this thinking, a wish i always wanna fulfill. and that is in this life, no matter how many of them come in and out of my life, u will still be the one and only, first and last man to survive in my world before i actually move out of that planet.
I know i may be naive to say that, but hopefully this perseverance in me can help me think.
Recently i found my new hobby and that is to go slightly in to car racing. Hopefully this can take up to 20% of my time and create a certain awareness or interests in it. so that i can forget certain things in mi. faith wise had given a plus pt cuz certain teachings co-relates each other, so no issue for mi to go fight against that.
To think about my strengths and weaknesses has always in the way.
30 september 2008, 1122hrs weather is relatively fair.
Was thinking over what had happened last night.
Yes, the scoldings all is right, neither will i admit defeat nor will admit victory cuz i din win anything that i can be proud of.
The thing(s) i wanted in the past has lots of road blocks till i am scared it made mi so inferior to move on. YES, i dun know what i want. I may lose a lot of friends or can cause me to be so anti-social in near future.
That biggest qn in mind is how to bring out the natural attractiveness in me out to people i face everyday. All the factors that i can think of are, manners, actions, words, voice, body language and lastly eye contact. I have to curb the biggest problems now, manners and words. These are the most problematic ones. How shld i go about, i wun say in details. But i am juz sharing parts of it.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Tuesday, September 30, 2008]
