L; Friday, September 05, 2008 ♥
So far work had narrowed down my crave for certain things, i juz hope that i can learn more things so that i got all my time and equip myself with these skills as well as communications purposes. In front of certain friends, i feel so normal but in front of another group of friends i seems to disgracing myself and indeed i had been disgracing a lot of myself in front of certain groups of friends. But when come to meeting up with a new friend of mine last friday, i feels so perfectly normal to them.
Yah, actually i had finally made a first step out by keeping myself quiet to observe and also to listen what other people wanna say instead of always trying to put in extra advice or looking for a chance to express my concerns or views to them where they dun even want to appreciate you in the first place or wanna listen to my craps. Yes indeed such people existed, but why am i always going against ways where i should spend more time for people who cherish and concerned abt me?
Being too religious is not suppose to my MY WAY of doing things but actually that is a a thing i always look or focus into but too bad lar. I am juz too traditional minded at times. The flexibility sometimes giving me headaches lar. But nvm, as long as i am happy and people are happy with mi can le. I dun wish to cause unhappiness to people cuz if i want to be happy, people must be happy too. They happy i happy. Oh God, what am i talking abt sia... Lolz muz be talking to the wall bah.
Anyway, tmr will be my second time going to New Creation Church, the approach is rather different, i juz love the culture but so sad to say that i got my own faith, but that does not mean i dun believe or welcome their mindsets k. Please diversity of all faith, religions and belief is my kinda practice, what comes to mi will be accepted in open arms.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Friday, September 05, 2008]