L; Sunday, September 14, 2008 ♥
Yes, another week had juz passed quietly. In juz one day, i had spent over 500 dollars yesterday. But all on bills and of cuz money to my parents. Makan and entertainment juz for common saturday afternoon till night.
Been emoing again but it is unavoidable when my sense of jealous, sense of envy, sense of loneliness comes in action. It is like greed hatred and delusions which comes in a group and attacks when u are least aware of their presence.
Certain things i still unable to let go or forget. No matter what i will try my best to forget, prayers, blessings and chantings will still carry on as per normal for mi and hoping that each day would have pleasant surprises for my relationships.. i am looking forward for the pleasant ones. I have no choice but to leave the old sets of thoughts and further enhance them. No pt staying here where people are moving towards 3.5 where i am still at 2? Hoping that certain things i want will happen.
don't you dare un'L' me.
never.
rooting for
DEATHNOTE no matter what.
look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Sunday, September 14, 2008]