What am i doing here where i am suppose to be working? HAHA, that was in the afternoon, now is at night, 9.05pm. Slacking at home and reflecting on bits of my life. Sooner or later i am going to be crazy over certain issues that had been affecting mi for yrs.
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Certain things is good to have someone around to be with, sometimes, is also good for mi to go thru things myself. Think should try to do something, and that is to let go. No point holding on for the sake of holding but i am too stubborn to let go. So how neh? A challenge for mi to find out.
But nevertheless, that person shall have my blessings for him, hope that he knows that no matter what other people say or other people do, i will not let go of him in my life. This include on how bad he can be.
So in exchange, now still trying to make my mind up to the standard where things goes well without much troubles. Thought this is pain, but still gotta take it once again, cuz i am getting more attached to him whenever i see him. Hopefully love can transform some feelings to something good.
don't you dare un'L' me. never. rooting for DEATHNOTE no matter what. look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Thursday, October 30, 2008]
L; Sunday, October 26, 2008 ♥
The theme of the day, INSPIRATION.
Went to watch the high school musical 3 with L juz now. There are still broken pieces here and there but nevertheless i still have to improve and stand up on my feet to face the fact.
Enough of grandmother stories. IF i still go on with grandmother stories, my ratings will drop tremendously.
Inspiration, what it means to u guys out there? To me it means someone u know or some groups of people or even an object that gives u the motivations or meaning to move on. So it is like an element to your pillar of life. In order to make it more fruitful. Inspirations can serve as smaller bits to your life deco. w/o these deco, it still moves on, but not as nice as others.
For me, i am more of a person who is being inspired rather than inspiring others. So where do i get inspirations from? characters that existed about 2000yrs ago like, buddha, jesus, though they are two different characters but still holding one heart, that is to save beings who are sufferings or to love them of who they are. In this way, as far as i can go, will try to treat all of them according to their needs, their looks, genders, orientation and so on. That is the thing i will be starting off in. YES, i may be stupid but that is the way.
People i know that inspired me. For example my parents. They are old but they actually went thru a lot in loving each other. Sometimes i ask myself, how come people out there can love each other so much, so skillful in love yet mi? So noob in it. Wonder why, but nevertheless i am still inspired by them.
There are lots and lots of inspiration in life, never ending journey. So the qn shall now end with who and what inspired you most? An object or someone, your pet or your family members. Ask ourselves such qn.
I shall end with this song, not trying to be christian, juz that this song is real
No matter how hard the words in this world, there is still someone out there looking up to u and say, u can make it if u have tried.
don't you dare un'L' me. never. rooting for DEATHNOTE no matter what. look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Sunday, October 26, 2008]
L; Wednesday, October 22, 2008 ♥
Some suggested that i write in themes of what i am thinking about. So i might as well give it a try but i dunno what to start with.
Running in circles is like running a thing on a belted link. Everytime u run, it goes in circles or depends on the shape. After sometime of running, u still go back to the same point. i also feels that it is rather bored in a sense to others but to me, i juz feel so depressive about it.
So perhaps circles can form a motion or force down with a depression on the surface. As in something like a drilling effect. It is like, very painful. But nvm. The counsellor says, why not you let go, draw line with it. STOP the effect.
Currently i am suppose to work but why am i blogging off and on? becuz i am in office, clearing some stuffs. Figuring which can stay which cannot stay. Den have to research this and that. feels lilke a store keeper but is a good cultivation plus learning process. More themes to come, stay tuned. though not organised.
don't you dare un'L' me. never. rooting for DEATHNOTE no matter what. look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Wednesday, October 22, 2008]
L; Saturday, October 18, 2008 ♥
Feeling tired out of sudden recently, am i stressing myself out again or am i fantasizing once again. Perhaps too much of imaginary things is giving mi place without much breathing to go with.
Time to put a stop to that le. Cuz veri tired, nid a time to rest.
Okay, enuff of old grandmother story. Perhaps share some news with u guys,
I had juz finished my product training in fuji xerox where my machine is solely on nuvera. It is a printer system used in fuji xerox currently. i wun list any other things on here, due to competitors issues. I will be out for OJT on this coming monday and will receive my vehicle soon too.
meaning that i can enjoy the luxury of travelling on my own without squeezing around in the public transport.
people in my grp keep on boasting this thing. saying that i will become the right hand man of my specialist in future. giving mi stress man, but nvm.... it is a challenge. challenge to my veri best.
So i think i shall end here. No old grandmother story for the moment till after my coming birthday on 28th october. cuz i wish to keep it to myself and reflect on certain issues before i broadcast it here. If not it will be like watching a soap opera, nothing nice to see de. den there goes the TV. *switch off and go do other things*
quote of the there:
everyone is beautiful in nature, dun be brought down by other people out there who are more attractive than u. But u got your own natural beauty, bring that out as well as do some patching for your outside. it will make u look more better.
don't you dare un'L' me. never. rooting for DEATHNOTE no matter what. look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Saturday, October 18, 2008]
L; Wednesday, October 01, 2008 ♥
Today went out with winson, a new friend of mine and as well as him. Initially i am meeting him, later winson sms-ed mi so i asked him whether to let winson to come along, so L said okay. So we meet at ps den later we went around from PS to heeren. Den to cineleisure for dinner. It was quite and enjoyable day juz to go out with the two of them. Even though it is not something fanciful. to L, u are always the brother that i love. maybe i am borned to be the only child with no brothers to take care of. i took u into my care cuz i feel so close to u. It juz feels so like a family member to mi.
I might sound so drama but actually that is what i meant over this period. that is how i treat him all along, but i wonder why i am doing childish things but... i juz hope to stay in this state for now and forever. in this relationship, that's it. i will not change it till i made improvements to my life.
don't you dare un'L' me. never. rooting for DEATHNOTE no matter what. look at that 'L'ly smile.♥
[Wednesday, October 01, 2008]
L; About me and L♥
;Voiced by: Kappei Yamaguchi. L is the world's top-rated detective, tasked with tracking down and arresting Kira. His disheveled appearance masks his great powers of deduction and insight. L has many quirks, such as sitting in an odd manner and snacking on sweets in the middle of meetings.
hate me;
Colin Loh, a guy borned onto this land called Singapore on 28 October 1985.
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i DIGS & i HEARTS ♥L;
♥For me to know for you to find out.
♥My wanted mate/partner to find out.
♥see who can help clear the mess with mi FOREVER...
♥Buddha of all directions together with all bodhisattva.
IN DEMAND. L;♥loner's LOVES.
♥i like to do what a normal guy out there like to do..
♥i love the feeling with guys and gals, does it makes mi a gay a bi or str8??
♥i like eeu u you and U...
♥everything....
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