L; Thursday, October 30, 2008 ♥

What am i doing here where i am suppose to be working? HAHA, that was in the afternoon, now is at night, 9.05pm. Slacking at home and reflecting on bits of my life. Sooner or later i am going to be crazy over certain issues that had been affecting mi for yrs.

In search of a partner - that is the key point.

what is a partner or companion?




*credits to Dictionary.com for the above meanings as well as hyperlinks to other sites.

Certain things is good to have someone around to be with, sometimes, is also good for mi to go thru things myself. Think should try to do something, and that is to let go. No point holding on for the sake of holding but i am too stubborn to let go. So how neh? A challenge for mi to find out.

But nevertheless, that person shall have my blessings for him, hope that he knows that no matter what other people say or other people do, i will not let go of him in my life. This include on how bad he can be.

So in exchange, now still trying to make my mind up to the standard where things goes well without much troubles. Thought this is pain, but still gotta take it once again, cuz i am getting more attached to him whenever i see him. Hopefully love can transform some feelings to something good.